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- SUMMER DAY
-
- PART IV
-
- We were much closer now to the West coastline of the state. This
- was the end of the second day of our travel and it was about 9:30;
- we stayed awake a little longer this night because we wanted to
- relieve some of the fatigue we had from traveling. Where were we?
- We were in Dade City, Florida en route to St. Pete.
-
- Right now we were taking State Route 301 as an alternative to I-75
- to get there because of the hostage situation we were told about.
- In fact Marty had the radio on and the FBI was closing on the
- killer from what we gathered. May have him by now. Who knows.. the
- world is full of lunacy anyway. There are going to be loons; there
- isn't a damn thing the rest of the world can do about it except try
- to put away the ones that they can. Even our views on the world
- were very similar- we were all street-smart and knew when to say
- "no." No one here does drugs, or even smokes cigarettes. That is
- one of the wild things about this gang- it's almost too fuckin'
- perfect. All of these guys were good looking... including myself.
- I'm not egotistical, but I passed their standards and they
- certainly passed mine. Yep, none of these guys were ashamed to look
- at themselves in the mirror.
-
- Everyone was doing great under the strain of having to do without
- some of their killer activities on the road. They knew that it was
- just as hard on me as it was on them - they were willing to
- sacrifice all of their freedoms for a few days in constant
- anticipation of what lie ahead. We were all actually happy to be
- off the interstate now. The further into the country we got the
- better I felt.. still, nonetheless I began to tremble and shake in
- my seat; I think that the fears of things that were happening may
- have been catching up with me, slowly but surely. Here we were, the
- seven of us, and I wasn't as worried about the Frasers as I was
- about Ralph- there was something on the back burner of the stove of
- my mind and it wouldn't simmer down, try as I may. I acted like it
- was a cold chill; Jeff seemed to know better though and I had a
- thought that "hell, he can probably read me like a fucking book. He
- knows I'm gonna crack sometime under this pressure...."
-
- "What is it, Karl?" he said as he sat by me now, pushing the hair
- out of my face. "Hey, cry it off if you have to. My shoulder will
- always be here."
-
- I knew Ricky couldn't comfort this emotion, it was just too strong.
-
- "Jeff.. I dunno.. I just feel the ice breaking beneath my feet," I
- said.
-
- "C'mon man, tell me about it. What's on your mind?"
-
- "I just can't erase shit like, well... what might happen if they
- did have a look out for Ralph or something.. and they were able to
- locate us.."
-
- "Well, Karl," Jeff said as he kissed me softly on the face
- repeatedly, "we're all having a few thoughts like that right now.
- There isn't much we can do about it except run for it, and hope for
- the best. Personally if it makes you feel better, I think Melissa
- Manning would have flagged him down at our house in the two days he
- was there if she had seriously wanted him to come back, because she
- knew who Ricky was and right where he lived.."
-
- Ralph had obviously heard the conversation because now he was
- sitting beside me. He motioned for Jeff to let us talk in private.
- Jeff went back a couple of seats and started messing with Ricky and
- talking to him.
-
- "Karl... lemme talk to you," Ralph began. "Maybe you need to know a
- few things, maybe no one told you." "Sure, maybe they haven't," I
- said. But then maybe there were some things he hadn't told Ricky,
- hadn't told the others. Just how much had gone unsaid? "Well,
- there's just so much I have held inside," Ralph said. "There are
- things... hell, I'd feel better holding a fuckin' meeting."
-
- I was able to accommodate him. There was a long dirt road ahead. I
- told Marty to turn off there, he had probably driven too long
- anyway and probably had drivers' cramp.
-
- I still had several personal questions unanswered, too. Where were
- we going? Where would we end up, blah blah blah. But right now it
- was little Ralph that was #1 on my priority list. He wanted a
- meeting.. he was going to have it. I didn't think he had said much,
- at least to me.
-
- Marty pulled the van to a halt on a nice piece of land off to the
- side of the road. It overlooked a large dropoff. Everyone got out
- and pissed, we pissed in a circle inwards toward each other to show
- our brotherhood, careful not to splatter our neighbor. Everyone got
- a Coke or something from the cooler and we stretched out on the
- nice green grass, stretching our legs. I had the feeling that this
- meeting might be long overdue.
-
- We had just gone through the small town of Zephyrhills and were on
- its outskirts just to the south. We talked about getting on State
- Route 39 through Lakeland and going to Plant City. From there it
- would be pretty direct to St. Pete. We agreed to give that a try.
-
- Ralph did have a lot to say. "I want y'all to know that my mom
- doesn't WANT me back. I know this. I know how she is," he started.
- "She wouldn't come looking for me for spite either. She'd--- she'd
- be lucky to get out of Smyrna. She drinks. She's been an alcoholic
- since the ol' man died."
-
- "How did your dad die?" Jeff asked.
-
- "He was a construction worker, wasn't he Ralph?" said Ricky.
-
- "Yes but.. shit.." Ralph began to bring tears to his eyes. He had
- lied to Ricky about the cause of his father's death. Up 'til these
- last few days, it was something Ralph couldn't mention, really
- couldn't admit even to himself. Until now, now he had a real family
- and he could tell it.
-
- "He didn't die falling off that building," Ralph continued. "He
- died... on the telephone."
-
- "Hey, hey...." Ricky said, putting his arm around Ralph's shoulder.
- "Everything's okay man.. don't worry 'bout it. I understand....."
-
- Ricky took off his shirt and used it to wipe the tears off Ralph's
- cheeks. He hugged Ralph, Ralph embraced Ricky tightly.
-
- "He was.. talking to a gay neighbor. A man he had slept with,"
- Ralph said. "Mom walked in, caught the mainstream of the
- conversation obviously before dad realized anyone else was in the
- room- he was so tired from working that day.
-
- She slammed the door, left the house. He had hung up the phone and
- got dressed, I was in the house then. I saw him leave after she had
- already left. She came back an hour or two later, tried to get me
- and take me with her. She was going to leave and go to her mother's
- in Cedartown.
-
- "I refused to go, this was about a month before the day Ricky
- fucked me by the way. See, I wasn't real sure what was happening
- that day this happened, my mother wouldn't be real clear to me
- until after she found out her only SON was gay too. But the day it
- happened, it hit the news... dad started out on the interstate, he
- was smoking marijuana- Karl, you said something a while ago about
- the 60's movement, well they were part of it, even went to
- Woodstock.. "...anyway, he had gotten so high on the interstate
- that he crashed and died.
-
- It was like.. like he WANTED to commit suicide or something, after
- she found out. He probably knew his marriage would never be the
- same again, and...." Ralph was again in tears, but he had Ricky and
- the rest of us there to comfort him, so he really didn't stay sad
- long. He was a pretty tough little dude.
-
- "She told me, I didn't believe her at first. Heheheh," he laughed
- sarcastically, "I thought I was 'straight'.. Ricky's told you all
- about the girl with the apple..."
-
- "Yeah, he told us about it," Jeff noted. "Really Ralph, its okay...
- you don't have to tell us if you don't want.."
-
- "But I do want!" Ralph gestured. "You are my family, and you need
- to know! I love you guys!"
-
- It started to rain and the darkness soon let its presence known;
- we'd stay here and talk the rest of the night, in the van where it
- was dry. Soon it was lightning and thundering- it seemed the storm
- they had talked about was going to hit. Ralph wasn't through
- talking either.
-
- "With everything that had happened," he continued, "in light of
- what Maurice did to me with the apple, what happened to my father,
- and what well, Ricky did to me when I was so low to the ground I
- could kiss it, I swore to myself that I'd never get married. I
- guess it was then really that I came out, because well, hah.. it
- was either that or be a monk, and Ricky's ten-incher felt too good
- for me to allow that..."
-
- Everyone laughed. It was obvious that Ralph was back in high
- spirits.
-
- "Ralph?"
-
- "Huh?"
-
- "You wanna say something else?" I inquired.
-
- "Yeah.. this is one hell of a bunch of dudes... and I want it to
- stay that way. Karl, see bro, I just want you to know that I'm not
- going anywhere 'cept with you all. I -know- mom doesn't give a shit
- about me.. like I said, she was an alcoholic and she was trying to
- make me a druggie..."
-
- "Fuck, she'd have probably put you in Devereux..."
-
- "Death row?!?!"
-
- "Noooo- Devereux. It's a private school. It sucks. Have you ever
- heard of Brawner's?" I asked.
-
- "Hell yeah," Ralph said. "That's where the psych was that wanted to
- give me those drugs..."
-
- "This place is kinda like that," I informed him. "I was there five
- days out of the week for a long time. That's where I got the story
- of my F's and all.." "Shit! Did.. did they put you on drugs and all
- that shit?"
-
- "No. I didn't really show a disorder. They can't do anything like
- that without your parents' consent, and I don't think my parents
- would have consented..."
-
- The rain was heavy now, pretty typical of some of the summer
- showers in Florida. We were in a small clearing so we really didn't
- have to worry so much about lightning hitting any trees.
-
- "I used to have a friend that did drugs though," Ricky told me.
-
- "Bruce Redding?" Ralph cracked up.
-
- "Yeah! Brucey! He let me call him that, too," Ricky said. "There
- was a real cock on that guy, too..."
-
- "Was he gay?" Paul said.
-
- "No Paul. But there were times when he came to school kinda.. a
- little stoned from the night before that he.. well, let me do shit
- to him.. like grab at his undies and look at it.. it would be
- stiff, but it was probably from the drugs.
-
- I think a dog would've got him horny when he was in those moods.."
-
- Again, everyone laughed.
-
- Ricky went to the back of the van, got in his suitcase for a
- second, and came back. I shined my flashlight at him. Damn! He must
- HAVE had some kind of toys.. that dick was hard and he was
- wearing.. a cockring!
-
- "So, THAT'S what happened to it," Jeff said. "I was looking all
- over for that thing when we packed..."
-
- "Yeah, sorry," Ricky said. "It must have fallen in one of my
- drawers.."
-
- "That's okay," Jeff added. "In fact, you can have it, but we'll
- probably all fuck around with it.."
-
- "Remember this dude in 8th grade.. Phil Elrod?" Ralph said to
- Ricky.
-
- "Yeah.. kinda... Tall guy?"
-
- "Yeah.. used to lift weights together."
-
- "Oh, yeah! I remember him now. I used to see him at lunch."
-
- "Yep," Ralph said, "he was benchin' about 120 pounds one day in his
- gym shorts, right? He started slidin' up the bench, letting his
- shorts slide down. After he put the bar back on the holder, he
- stood up and his shorts fell to the floor.
-
- "Didn't pull them back up right away either. All that were in the
- class were me, Phil and two other guys. I stiffened some that day
- and I'd swear the other two did.."
-
- "Anything happen?" Ricky said, eating this up.
-
- "Yeah. It did. These had to be some of the first faggots I had seen
- since I had been in school, and I get mad for passing up the
- opportunity.. this one guy, Greg Morelli, reached for his groin and
- tugs at his balls. Terry, the other guy, giggled. So what do you
- think happens?"
-
- "Dunno... what?"
-
- "Elrod drops his drawers. There was about as much meat on him as I
- had, and he had hair around it.. God did he ever!"
-
- We all started stroking our cocks as we folded back the seats for
- the night to rest, listening to the stories. Only a light rain
- falling now. This was heaven and the other guys felt that way too.
-
- "Elrod started playing with it. I remember I went home that night
- and got my jollies thinking about that day.. man! I must have
- creamed four times!"
-
- "How about Greg and Terry?" Greg chimed in.
-
- "They didn't do anything but watch. Hell, we were all twelve except
- Phil.. he was 14 and we were too dumbfounded. Elrod spermed all
- over the place. I know he was gay."
-
- "Damn," said Ricky. "Never heard that one before.."
-
- "Hey Ricky," Ralph said calmly, "you know that's funny dude... up
- until now, it seems like.. I never have had TIME to tell you shit..
- we'd always meet somewhere and see each other a while, but we never
- really had time to talk..." "Know why?" Jeff said, in a
- matter-of-fact tone of voice.
-
- "Why?"
-
- "My dad would only let you stay a while. Remember Ralph, our dad
- would only let you stay over long enough to do your homework with
- Ricky. Not any longer. You never got over there until about 6:30,
- you had to be home in bed by 9, shit like that. And your mother
- always had you do too many chores on the weekends to ever see
- Ricky, except in the summer near the public pool."
-
- "You're damn right!" Ralph yelled. "My mom hated my guts!"
-
- "And our dad hated ours," Jeff added. "Maybe they should've
- switched partners," Jeff snarled. Then we all cuddled together to
- bond the gaps in between our bodies. Dicks were touching to bare
- asses, balls to bare legs. Ricky and Ralph again embraced.
-
- "God, I still can't believe we've gotten away," said Jeff. "You're
- really one hell of a guy, Karl.. to do all this.."
-
- "Well shit.. I feel like a blood relative with you guys now. I did
- just about from the moment I walked in your house.."
-
- "You know, I did too," Ralph echoed.
-
- "For me to walk into a house and hear a sixteen-year old call his
- eighteen-year-old brother 'semen-breath' and not get slapped," I
- said, referring to Ricky, "has to have one hell of a family..."
-
- Ricky tugged at my pecker and I tugged back. We kissed. All of us
- slept very well that night.
-
- Before I realized what had happened, Ricky had taken the wheel the
- next morning with Ralph as shotgun. Suddenly, I didn't care; I had
- no doubts that Ricky was as good as the rest of us had ever hoped
- to be. Ralph held the map for Ricky and called out directions as
- Ricky sped around the twists and turns on this road. His dick was
- soon very hard and as he turned the wheel each time, it would bat
- the segments of the steering wheel with force because he had such a
- big tool. He said it was sorta like beating it against the side of
- a bedpost.
-
- While it felt good, he tried not to think about it, and therefore
- did not get stimulated. For the first time since I had seen Ricky,
- he slowly began to lose his boner. It was incredible to think he
- knew that in the back of his mind he could flush sex out of his
- brain if he knew he had to; I had never thought I would see HIM
- lose HIS boner that easily.
-
- Now, once he had lost it for a few minutes, Ralph stared at it.
- Stared at it long, hard. Ricky was aware of it and it came back to
- life. Ralph knew to quit because the next thing we knew he might be
- swerving on the road thinking about his sex drive rather than
- people drive... who knows what would happen? I still had the utmost
- confidence in him, and he proved me correct. Ricky stopped and put
- on a pair of Jams so he wouldn't have to look at his own tool,
- which seemed to be begging for attention. Still he remained hard
- and when he got to Lakeland he had to give it up.. he had simply
- creamed his Jams until they were so stiff he could hardly move. We
- all stopped at a park for a few minutes, I offerred to slurp the
- cum juice out of Ricky's Jams and he gave me no hesitation. Damn!
-
- That was a lot of pre-cum! "Yeah.. I was thinking about Ralph
- molesting me," he persuaded. Ralph kissed him and loved him for
- that remark. We all loved him. It was hard to imagine that all
- these people were ever complete strangers to me.
-
- As it turned out, this park had a skateboard area, and there were
- quite a few kids and some teenagers out there on skateboards
- demonstrating their ability - and in some cases, their LACK of
- ability. Ricky, Ralph and Marty soon made their boards visible, and
- skated through the park wearing only Reeboks, Jams and the
- necessary skategear, like helmets, kneepads and elbowpads... Ricky
- was very fond of pink, and it rather made me feel good that he
- liked to flaunt his feelings, even in public. Hell wasn't that the
- ONLY way to flaunt?
-
- Anytime Ricky did a handplant his private area was very visible- I
- think he planned it that way. Hell, since he never wore underwear
- anymore, it must have always been that way!
-
- Paul, Jeff Greg and I sat on a bench nearby, getting eyefuls of our
- brothers' cocks every once in a while. They looked nice out there
- and they really stuck out in the crowd. As we had been on the road
- though it didn't take long for them to tire, and they were soon
- back in the van removing their gear. Actually I was a little glad-
- they were starting to get attention from some other boys in the
- park. They too might be gay but.. I don't think we could afford any
- more excursions. Actually we didn't WANT any more excursions- we
- had all the love, nurture and caring we could ever want right here
- in this van.
-
- I took the elastic around Ricky's Jams and popped it the way I had
- done Ralph's underwear when he was wearing it; it felt good to him.
- Now, since it had been in the 90's outside, Ricky, Ralph and Marty
- were really sweating out the heat.
-
- Moreso than we were. They smelled good. I liked that smell. God,
- suddenly how I wanted to run my hands over Ricky... how I suddenly
- longed to have him call me "brother" or something. Something
- besides "Karl"...
-
- Suddenly those memories were behind me as I approached the seat
- where he and Ralph were sitting.
-
- "God, how I love you," he started with me. With someone else, I
- would have expected to hear that line just before something like,
- "can I borrow some money for..." and that would be the end of the
- "I love you's" for some time to come.
-
- Thank God I wasn't straight, married.. 47 kids running around the
- house waiting to be fed.. it wasn't in the cards for me and I knew
- it. In my lifetime I had known a few "straight" men too that had
- cheated on their wives because they had homosexual fantasies they
- were trying to fulfill... why were they married? What kind of front
- were they trying to put up, rather than just to be themselves? I
- didn't care now. It was all history.
-
- I sat between Ralph and Ricky as we still sat out front of the
- skate park, just outside of Plant City. Hell, we might even check
- out this area.. see what living conditions were like around here
- before we went to St. Pete. Ricky tugged at my arm and was about to
- make me an offer I couldn't refuse.
-
- Hey bro, you wanna lick some of the sweat off my body? I know you
- like to do that shit..
-
- "Okay, sure thing. I'd love to."
-
- I got with Ricky alone in the back. Jeff wanted us to get somewhere
- kinda private so we could all get naked. So he drove us a little
- ways while me and Ricky were making shit happen in the back. He was
- hot and sweaty.. and pre-cumming. I went for his tool and took care
- of it first. But it seemed by the time I got all the juice off and
- started on the backside of his balls, he pre-came some more and so
- I just had to keep going back to it every once in a while. He was
- smiling, smiling big too. Smiling like he knew something I didn't.
- His tits were standing at attention- this invited me to tongue them
- too and I did. We kissed. I loved exploring his mouth and he did
- mine too.. we got so we did this more and more often, particularly
- since we were almost to where we wanted to be- if not there.
-
- Jeff had pulled another rabbit out of a hat and found a nice long
- desolate road. It was quiet and it was away from town. Ricky had
- shot several loads of wet, salty semen into my mouth as I had
- carressed him to his peak. He sucked me off then and it certainly
- didn't take him long.
-
- Now I needed to say what was on my mind. I told everyone just what
- I was looking for, in my mind's eye. I wanted to see if it was so
- much different from what they wanted.
-
- "What I want is a place all to ourselves. This is going to be hard
- as shit to find because.. well, I want to go somewhere where we
- don't have to worry about mowing lawns, shit like that. I know that
- after years of that shit you are just as fuckin' sick of it as I
- am."
-
- That got approving looks.
-
- "I wanna live somewhere that if everyone wants to have a pee
- contest we don't have to worry about cleaning it up when we're
- through. I want to go somewhere that we can walk through our yard
- NAKED without worry of someone watching. I can see this in my mind,
- and I feel like you all can too."
-
- "I can," said Ricky
-
- "Me too," said Ralph. "You think like we do."
-
- "Very good!" Jeff commented. "I think you read MY mind on that
- one..."
-
- I thought of something by the water. Hell if you got a house in the
- city, people could see you. The mailman would deliver mail right to
- your front door. I wanted something miles from town. I wanted to
- get a P.O. box for my mail.
-
- Shit like that. Jeff liked the idea. Jeff seldom disagreed with
- anything I said or thought, unlike with his father. Jeff was as
- open with me as he was with anyone else. But of course, with their
- father they all had a side of themselves they had to bury; now they
- could let it shine like the sun.
-
- Paul's peter was buried deep inside Greg's ass. "I dare ya to move,
- I just dare ya!" Paul was all hot and bothered. Greg began to
- wiggle the lower portion of his body, Paul just stood there, his
- dick getting stimulated without even moving.
-
- "Neat!" Ricky said. "I'll have to try that sometime..."
-
- Damn. Ricky was starting to get a little tan. It looked good. If
- only I could follow suit, I thought.
-
- "Ricky," I said.
-
- "Huh?"
-
- "Ya ever had any gay dreams, like at night?"
-
- "Boy have I ever! I've had some good ones.. like one night I drempt
- I was fuckin' the shit outta Ralph, and this was before we even
- knew about each other!"
-
- "Jesus, really?"
-
- "Yep, he told me about it," Ralph said.
-
- "Wild," I said. "You guys are really something."
-
- "Heh.. yeah," Ricky said. "I know, I know. I love ya to rub it in,
- though..."
-
- "Theres a lot of magic in the air," Jeff said. "There are great
- chances of us finding just the place we're dreaming about miles and
- miles from a big city, if we just look."
-
- "Yeah, now that we're down here," Ricky added. "This is great man.
- Karl here really knows his shit."
-
- "You guys have really turned my life around," I said,
- wholeheartedly. "If Jeff hadn't found me.. ohh the hell my life was
- going through.."
-
- "Yeah.. damn," Jeff said. "I'll bet it was. Ours was too, and you
- helped change ours as well. Like I said, theres a lot of magic in
- the air. Things are going our way..."
-
- "Even that flat tire was interesting," Ricky agreed. "I had a
- chance to well, test myself..."
-
- "Ricky knows which side his bread is buttered on," Ralph said.
- "Doncha Ricky?"
-
- "Hell yeah!"
-
- "Oh, and speaking of knowing my shit.. that was pretty wild the
- other day, Ricky... watching you shit like that."
-
- "Oh.. you can do that any time you want."
-
- "I know."
-
- We exchanged smiles like they were going out of season. Then we
- followed it with kisses.
-
- There was a spot of dirt on the ground where there was no grass.
- Everyone got out, circled around it, and pissed pretty much in the
- same area. The ground couldn't soak it all up; it began to puddle
- as dry as this Florida sand was.
-
- Anytime any of us wanted to hold a meeting so that all could hear,
- I was going to order that operations be stopped long enough so that
- everything could be discussed; I was acting counselor and liaison
- press agent and the job wasn't easy; getting all this love in
- return was making it very tolerable.
-
- We were going to spend the rest of this day doing nothing really-
- tomorrow we were going to look around this town and try to find a
- place to call our own here- we knew that if we found nothing here
- that we would in this state, there was no way in hell we were going
- back to Georgia. All of us had always wanted to go to Florida, now
- we were here and we felt more at home here with this van in open
- space in Florida than any of us did in our homes back in Georgia. I
- had an aunt that was probably going to wonder where the hell I was-
- fuck it. She had her life, I had mine.
-
- "You know what would be killer as shit right now?" Ricky cracked.
-
- "What?"
-
- "A weenie roast!"
-
- "I don't want my weenie roasted!" Ralph yelled in his high-pitched,
- slightly pre-adolescent voice.
-
- That got us all rolling in laughter.
-
- "I was just joshing... our weenies are going to be brown enough in
- this summer sun anyway, if we can find somewhere to go to soak
- 'em."
-
- "Damn right," I said. "That's why I want to be somewhere isolated.
- You know, I really don't care if it's right beside the ocean or
- not, I just want to be fuckin' isolated.."
-
- "Hey, you know what might even be killer suntan oil, if you could
- stand the smell?" Jeff said.
-
- "What's that?"
-
- "Piss. Just lay in the sun til you feel warm, then let somebody pee
- all over you. Rub it in, let it stay on there. It might block some
- of the rays out..." "It's... it's an idea," I said.
-
- "Yeah, yeah it is," Ricky said. "A damn good one. Shit, wish we
- could hurry up and get somewhere. I'm about to die for a golden
- shower."
-
- "What if it rained pee from the sky?" Ralph said.
-
- "Hell no!" Ricky snapped. "You wouldn't know if it was girls or
- guys pissin'! I don't want a girl pissin' on me!"
-
- God, Ricky was about to crack me up. But shit, he was rational
- about it alright.
-
- I rubbed and massaged his bare back. God did it feel good to know
- this wasn't the limitations of what I could do to him or any of the
- others at a moment's notice. Oh to strip them bare and fuck their
- brains out... for them to strip me bare and fuck me til I was
- raw... ahhhh.. and they will, soon.. as soon as I get us settled.
-
- We were afraid to really get super horny or super naked there, we
- didn't know whose land this was or when they might happen by, so we
- all stayed in some form of clothing throughout the night.
- Fortunately no one crossed our path and we had a lot of heavy
- conversation going on.
-
- "Ricky..." It was Ralph's voice.
-
- "Watcha want dude?"
-
- "Did you ever keep cum coated underwear in your locker?"
-
- "Yeah. In my gym locker. I must have been the only one that didn't
- have a locker mate."
-
- "Did you cum in it every day?"
-
- "Ralph, are you horny?"
-
- "Yes."
-
- "Yes, I shot off in it every morning before school, then I'd take
- 'em off and heave them in my locker until that night. I liked to
- breathe them; they smelled a lot like the locker room hanging in
- there all day."
-
- "Fuck!"
-
- Ralph was rubbing his excited penis through the fabric of his
- shorts. Ricky wanted to verbally stimulate his rocks right off.
-
- "I used to piss in the sink in the bathroom every morning and wipe
- my face with it. Some people do that with water to wake them up, I
- used piss. Anyway..." We were all eating up Ricky's truthful
- excursions with interest. Jeff didn't know HALF of this ever
- happened. Suddenly he was mentally at one with his little brother,
- taking deep breaths as he could only imagine seeing his brother
- doing these things.
-
- "I used to wish I could pee enough to fill up the bathtub and get
- in. That was just a dream I had though. Anyway, I used to cream big
- globs of cum in that underwear.. never washed it. The front of it
- was so hard from all the splatters that it would probably act like
- a shield if someone tried to hit my balls.. heh.."
-
- He was cracking himself up now.
-
- "Heh.. yeah.. Mr. Cum Shield.. probably still have those things
- around somewhere..."
-
- And Ricky started pre-cumming.
-
- That was all Ralph had to see. He was firing sperm ruthlessly. He
- rolled over and sucked Ricky off. Damn, 300 miles and they hadn't
- left any of their personal emotions behind. It was a miracle.
-
- Ricky, you'll get your bathtub of pee, buddy.
-
- As he flooded Ralph Manning's mouth with his young sweet juices, he
- started in about that underwear again, which was in fact, packed in
- his suitcase.
-
- "Hey Ralphy, remember Chuck Downey?"
-
- "The basketball player? The one that was such a stud?"
-
- "Yeah. I know I haven't told you this before and.. I'm sorry. We
- had a jackoff session once and.. well, I asked him to cream that
- underwear too. Only I wanted him to cream them at the butt.. not at
- the fly. I swear man, it was just a jackoff session, nothing
- more..."
-
- "Hey Rick," (Ralph was about the only one that ever called him
- "Rick", "that's okay man.. it doesn't matter. But you got him
- alone?"
-
- "Yeah. I have a bigger peter than he does! He had like.. six or so.
- Big balls. Man was he ever gay. Even he thinks I'd look better with
- my hair as long as Jeff's"
-
- "Well, you would," I said, and that was it. These guys could live
- out their personal tastes all they wanted now. Now that Mr. Harold
- Fraser was no longer in their lives.
-
- Me and Ricky did a brotherly handshake, which indicated to me that
- he was going to follow through with growing his hair just the way
- he pleased. I envisioned a "nature group", and I'll be damned if
- that wasn't what we were going to have.
-
- It might as well be 1969, because these guys sure lived it. And I
- don't mean the war, either. They lived the Woodstock trip without
- the drugs.
-
- Ricky spent ten minutes going through his suitcase and came back
- with the much-talked-about pair of jockey briefs. God, they were
- hard.. and they were making me hard too! We all felt it.. and it
- made us all spring to attention.
-
- Shit.. a years worth of teen sperm juice.. all dried and remaining
- in these briefs. Sears & Roebuck Catalog, eat your heart out!
-
- "Damn, I used to sneak peeks at that catalog!" Ricky said.
-
- "We all did, twerp," added Greg. "That was how I got my jollies.
- But none of them were ever as cute as you are now, Richard." With
- that, Greg lightly tweeked Ricky on the nose. Ricky grasped for the
- hand, and kissed it lightly.
-
- Greg then brushed his hand over Ricky's face. Damn, Ricky had a
- hint of peach fuzz on that face.. a light light hair covering just
- like he had on his stomach.. but not on his chest. There wasn't a
- hair within a mile of his chest or ass.. but my God, around that
- tool... ohhh...
-
- "Yep, Ricky is one little horny devil," I said.
-
- About that time, Paul turned up the radio. They had caught the
- killer in the church bus. He was in FBI custody.
-
- "You want to know what I personally think we should do?" Ricky
- asked, seeming to get my attention more with statements like that
- than anything else- because as young as he was, he had some pretty
- damn good opinions.. and he would look better with his hair longer.
-
- "What's that, Ricky?"
-
- "I think we should backtrack to Knights. That little town looked
- pretty promising to show some quiet empty spaces if you know what I
- mean..."
-
- "Dammit Ricky that was just what I was thinking!" Jeff bellowed.
- "Jesus, he reads minds too, Karl. You better watch this kid."
-
- Yep. It was a small town, smaller than Plant City or Lakeland and
- not all that far away from cities.. or from where we were now.
- Right now for some reason I just wasn't looking forward to some of
- the stuff I knew was to come, and I didn't think any of the guys
- were either. Like dealing with somebody to try to get land, to try
- to get a roof over our head, even if it were just a trailer or
- something. Shit, and I'd be damned if we were going to SHARE a
- fuckin' place with ANYBODY.. I wanted room so that if anybody got
- any urge to do ANYTHING, we could do it. Zippo. In a nutshell.
- Everyone agreed. Poor Ricky was dying to cut loose and piss on
- everybody, and I was dying to let him do it, too.. but, he
- restrained himself several times. "'s okay," he said. "I'll just
- cherish the hell out of it when I -can- do it..."
-
- "Yeah... I know..." I grinned. We all held hands and just sat
- there. So that was it... what I finally decided on from all this
- terrific input.. I'd look around where we were just a little early
- tomorrow. Then we'd go back to Knights, about ten miles northwest
- of where we were now. This was about as far south as we were going
- to go and I was glad we decided now not to go to any large towns.
- Maybe we weren't thinking as clearly when we decided on St. Pete.
- This way, even if Ricky's mom WAS on the prowl.. heh.. eat me.
-
- "Go Your Own Way" by Fleetwood Mac blasted out of Ricky's boom box.
- It was a light enough song, we were all rockers at heart- ate drank
- and pissed rock 'n' roll all the way. Ricky nearly shit a gold 2 by
- 4 when I told him I liked Guns 'N' Roses.. he thought they were
- sexy, but he thought Eddie Van Halen was sexier. "Wish he'd play me
- like he plays that guitar," I added. To this, Jeff pretended to
- finger a few chords on my leg which extended across his own as we
- sat in the low grass.
-
- "Do you play?" I asked Jeff.
-
- "Yeah.. you see my Gibson?"
-
- "No.. damn I play too."
-
- "Shit! I had no idea!"
-
- "Yeah... I can play your basic background, nothing fancy I don't
- guess," I added.
-
- "Here.." he handed me the instrument. It was electric, but I
- managed. Hell, Ricky wouldn't have this. He went into his bag of
- tools, wires and soldering irons and produced a hookup wire which
- he proceeded to hook to the back of his boom box. Hell, there acted
- as a small amp! I entertained them for a while and then turned it
- over to Jeff, who was impressed. Oh shit.. then here came Greg with
- a fuckin' 12 string acoustic out of the back.. when the HELL did
- they pack all these instruments without me seeing them?
-
- "Holy fuckin' shit," Ricky said. He ate it up. We all did.
-
- Soon it was late and we were all tired. So another night was spent
- in the van. Interesting- not one single damn car - or anything else
- for that matter - had gone down this dirt road since we had been
- parked here. We would investigate this and other interesting things
- tomorrow at first light.
-
- During the night, Ricky slept behind me with his dick near my
- asscheeks. He must have had a wet dream... because later in the
- night he attempted to roll over and away from me. The semen must
- have already dried because it seemed to bond the end of his dick to
- one of my asscheeks, and I could feel it when he started to roll
- over because it kinda stuck there. In fact, it woke me and I sorta
- rolled over too! Ricky awoke because the tugging on his dick was
- enough to bring him to his senses, and while it certainly didn't
- hurt, it certainly got our attention.
-
- "Err.. sorry dude," Ricky whispered, "I must have uh.. creamed on
- you.."
-
- "That's okay dude," I whispered back, "you can cream on me some
- more if you want."
-
- Damn this got us both horny and now we were both hard. Ricky
- suddenly decided not to roll over after all, but to force himself
- to stay in that position for a while. I had created a mental
- challenge for Ricky and while we were both too tired to fuck, he
- wanted to lay there some more now and see if he could cream my ass
- some more. Now he was really starting to get the picture that
- nothing he could do to me sexually or otherwise that he WANTED to
- do would be something that I wouldn't LIKE. From now on, rather
- than just assume that I didn't like something that he DID like, he
- was just going to test me. Hell the worst I could do would be to
- say "no", and he KNEW it. See, he WANTED to cream my butt like
- that. That's the way he was; it made him feel good to do it but if
- if hadn't made ME feel good he'd be damned if he ever did it again.
- Yes, Ricky was a real "pleaser". Seeing that his sticky gooey cock
- peeling off my butt didn't upset me but seemed to make me have the
- same level of pleasure out of it in the middle of the night only
- gave him persuasion to do it again and with fury. Shit he might
- even cream twice as much this time.
-
- I think one of his biggest fears was that since he was at one end
- of the brotherly age spectrum and I was at the other, he was afraid
- that some of the shit that he found amusing or sexually stimulating
- might do nothing but irritate me or make me mad, this in light of
- the way Jeff had ignored a lot of the stuff he used to do in the
- past, up until quite recently. Now, this night, I was going to tell
- him different. I wasn't sure just how clear this was in his head,
- but now, everyone else asleep and knowing it might be a few minutes
- before Ricky could float away again because he was so horny, I was
- just going to verbally outright tell him. That would put an end to
- the "testing" stages and we could get right down to business.
-
- "Ricky?"
-
- "Yeah?"
-
- "Listen man. Hey.. I know you're bushed. I'm bushed too. But
- let's... let's slip outside like we gotta pee or something. I wanna
- talk to you just a minute."
-
- "Okay."
-
- We quietly got out the side door of the van. There was a little
- commotion inside the van, in fact I awoke Jeff who was quick to
- flip on a flashlight. It was just after midnight and there was a
- half-moon outside.
-
- "Jeff... just gonna talk to Ricky a minute.. we'll be back soon."
-
- "Sure thing bro.." and off went the light. He offered to let us
- borrow it and we did.
-
- Well, to our favor, this shit even woke up Ralph. Joy, he needed to
- hear this too. Some angel in heaven must have erased the sand-dust
- particles from his eyes. We waved our hands to signal for him to
- come with us. Believe me, he didn't seem to get out of that van
- fast enough.
-
- We walked a little ways from the van so we could talk in normal
- tones without disturbing the others. But it was dark and this was
- very unfamiliar territory so we dared not venture far. Just about
- 500 or so yards to the edge of some woods.
-
- "I would rather both of y'all hear this since you are both well..
- younger than me. Ricky, I know you do stuff sometimes just.. well,
- kinda not knowing, 'is Karl gonna like me doing this shit, or is he
- gonna hate my guts for it'.. just like that.. sperm on my ass a
- while ago.."
-
- Ricky nodded. He knew I was a respected elder, and he was trying to
- treat me like one. I knew he couldn't treat me as a kid his age,
- nor did I expect him too, but...
-
- "I want you to know that you NEVER need to be afraid to do anything
- to me, ever again. You and I.. and you, Ralph... are so fucking
- much alike that I'm sure there isn't one damn thing you could do to
- piss me off. I read your vibes, dude. What I mean is, you never
- have to ask me before you do ANYTHING, period. I know you now well
- enough to know your thinking is as good as mine can ever be. Ralph,
- you, same story."
-
- "Damn man," Ricky said. "Jeff said something about reading his mind
- a while ago. You must be reading mine now. Shit man, you mean
- sexually or what?" "I mean sexually or ANY FUCKING THING."
-
- "I swear man, you are the easiest fuckin' adult that I have ever
- found to get along with, and I mean that."
-
- He was buying into me now. He was reading me line for line,
- paragraph for paragraph, verbatim etlitteratim.
-
- "You know that shit when I through my underwear out the window man,
- and it caused everybody else to do that shit? Do you know who the
- fuck influenced me to do that?"
-
- "Uh.. me?" Ricky said, dumbfounded.
-
- "Damn straight."
-
- "Naaaa..."
-
- "Yes. Man, don't put yourself down. You have a fucking good... man,
- you know it's always an uphill battle just being gay.. but hell.."
-
- "I can read between the lines..."
-
- "Can you?" I said, believing he could see just what I meant.
-
- "Uh-huh. I thought I might've had something to do with you throwing
- them out. But then I thought.. 'naah, the smell of the pee just got
- to him'..."
-
- "No. It wasn't the pee. Feel my dick."
-
- He reached over slowly. Both he and Ralph had a feel. I was rock
- hard.
-
- "That's not coming from something inside my head. That's coming
- from being with both of you.
-
- "You mean.. you don't care if I wipe my spermy dick on you anytime
- I want?" Ricky requested.
-
- "Hell yeah! I love your ass... I love both your asses, ok?"
-
- We hugged. "Ok man, I'm sorry," Ricky said. "I guess I just.. kinda
- thought that since you were older than we were.. you just.."
-
- "Yeah... well?"
-
- "I know better now. I guess Jeff kinda.. made me feel like all
- older guys were like that. Hell, you sure erased that dusty
- chalkboard in my memory!" "Good!"
-
- And without hesitation right there, Ricky commenced to rub his
- sperm-coated tool all over my waiting ass. Soon we headed back to
- the van and fell asleep, and I personally knew Ricky was going to
- be showing more of himself to me in the future.